my mind , the traitor

decadent dreams and emotionless words
well practiced eye seeking a non-existent object,
an illusion of carefree ways .
wading through tides of resistance,an awful realization!
broken hopes singing stupid songs.
what a pity! Age changes few things.
results of an idle mind ruminating on worthless issues.
Shame! so much to change, so much to grow.

thinking?

am lying on the floor thinking
how do i manage to sprain my neck every month?
posture or sudden movement!
well this time i didn't even move.
Hmmm... So I lie on the floor
hoping some how i find relief
hoping the pain in my neck will go away
slowly easing to that comforting spot.....
then I get a call from him
and the pain starts all over again!!!