Fragile

If blood will flow when fresh and steel are one
Drying in the colour of the evening sun
Tomorrows rain will wash the stains away
But something in our minds will always stay
Perhaps this final act was meant
To clinch a lifetimes argument
That nothing comes from violence and nothing ever could
For all those born beneath an angry star
Lest we forget how fragile we are
On and on the rain will fall
Like tears from a star
How fragile we are
- STING

pareshan!

windy day, cloudy and chill.
cobwebs in the brain that a smoke didn't get rid of. wondering why the strange noises!

ye lamhe na apne lage na paraye.
kano me aisi shor machi hui hai.
nasha chahiye is pal ko bitane.
Lag raha hai kuch suna suna sa,
shayad neend ki zaroorat hai!

opinions

Clothes ,Men,Chocolates & Sex
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Let me start on a neutral note. I am unbiased and an equal opportunity believer. Not keeping in mind race, color or religion I believe all men have a tendency to disappoint.

"An odorous chaplet of sweet summer buds
Is, as in mockery, set: the spring, the summer,
The childing autumn, angry winter, change
Their wonted liveries; and the maz'd world,
By their increase, now knows not which is which:
And this same progeny of evils comes
From our debate, from our dissension:
We are their parents and original." - Shakespeare .

Our debate here is in why I would choose clothes to men or chocolates to sex. Loss of control tends to obviate the very purpose of our fullfilment and I like staying in control.
Chocolates have historicaly proven to give a high. Intake releases serotonin in the brain, which is thought to produce feelings of pleasure. Romantic lore commonly identifies chocolate as an aphrodisiac. Also a sweet addiction. benefits: Satisfaction garanteed and you are always in control.
The magnitude of attachment a woman has to clothes has been scientifically studied and they say an average woman keeps her favourite dress longer than relationships. Contrary to saying "giving up sex for a new dress" , I say have both. Shopping can cure you of many ailments like depression and breakup.Last but not the least fulfillment is complete when you find the perfect clothing. benefits : bolster self esteem and accentuate sensuality.
In conclusion, my opinions have sexual undercurrents, I don't deny, neither do I say that the male species serve a limited purpose. Best decribed , this is a view through a prism or a color from the spectrum.

"humans are born 'polymorphously perverse', meaning that any number of objects could be a source of pleasure." - Sigmund Freud

"declarations of free will are in fact delusions; that we are not entirely aware of what we think and often act for reasons that have little to do with our conscious thoughts."
- Sigmund Freud .


Cheers

I won!

the sweet joy of victory.
sweat trickling down the brow and a smile creeping on the lips.
a shout and hoot - hurray!
muscles still tensed , the t-shirt still soaked.
crowds screaming my name - ali ! ali ! ali!
shoes pounding on the floor, over the towel I threw.
hugs and cheers so many!my voice drowned by the drums.
I won.
someone , notice the blood oozing from his lips.
a counterpart fallen, cluthing his head.
stretcher, doctor and nurse running.
Someone, notice the pain in his silent scream.
I won.
Heart is soaring , head held high!
the trophy in my hands , a belt on my waist.
flashes of light and the media clambering;
I won.
Someone, notice the knuckles still bleeding.
His leg wrapped in an ice pack.
A collar around his neck.
Someone, notice his mother crying.
I won.

2 to Tango

slow slow slow slow
slow slow quick quick
the basic steps of my first tango class. a very graceful teacher taught a small class of 11.
Its amazing what a patient teacher can make you feel about the most dreaded subject. For the first time, today I felt, I didn't have 2 left feet. I am all geared up and want to buy dancing shoes... guess I will wait till I learn what dancing is about.
:)